swaying my way

2007-11-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

1st stop Sungei Buloh Group photo.

Toilets
HIGH TIDE.... OH NO! WHAT SHOULD WE DO?
FRET NOT, we have the water gate. I was totally amazed by how the water's being tame in such a way, when obviously the water is flooding the gate. Seriously,can you imagine how deep the water is?

I just love looking at things that seems endless. I like the vast feeling. Ok. I looked so unprepared. The YUCKY mudland. YUCKS!

OK. I totally LOVE this photo! LOOK AT THE ANTS... its like so bloody sharp lar! OMG. I bet the lens' not gonna be cheap. Credits to shgfen, one of the photographers on the trip. :)

The trail we took. I've counted. I got bitten 5 times by those sickening mosquitoes at that point of time despite spraying on insect repellent. Bloody sickening mosquitoes. LUCKY i wear jeans.

One good example of being anti-social. But it looks cute!

SPIDERWEB I TOOK! *excitedI like the star on the flower.

Can you see that mudcrab? Sorry, i was using digital camera so cannot complain already. People there are using SLR CAN???? IRRITATING!Another trail. Another few more bites. I seriously still cant figure out WHY would SUWEN ever wake up so early on a saturday to go sungei feed mosquitoes. I dont think i m in the right state of mind.

LET ME TELL YOU, the water is super super super X 982743675632894 STAGNANT! I can imagine dipping my finger in and it feels totally slimy and sticky. EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW!

No wonder the mosquitoes there were ALL commandos not those domestic ones.

I was getting abit bored while waiting for my boyfriend, which in turns, was WAITING for any dragonflies to stay still to take a good shot of it. AND the weather was like 40 degrees! Its super warm and itchy( the bites), you bet, those photos that i posted today contains lotsa sacrifices.
This red rambutans-look-alike thingy is called PEPPER. TRUST ME, they are not rambutans.

One big crab. I m entering the crabhouse soon~!!!!
THERE I WAS! In a crabhouse.

NEXT STOP- KRANGI WAR MEMORIAL.
GROUP PHOTO AGAIN!

Told you i like the vast feeling. Feels like jumping there but its too warm for me to stay there for another 5 minutes.

Our second president:The warriors' resting place.

Look at the other photographers. They were soooo serious.

I took this accidentally. Turns out quite artistic. I LIKE!

I like this pink one!

They died for all free men:
The names on one wall. There were lotsa walls. I only took one. And all those people who took circuit analysis module with me, guess what? I SAW RANGIT SINGH's name there! WHAHAHAHAHAA! Pardon my unglam look. I was super duper double treble feeble tired by then. It was a LOOOOOOONG, WARM, ITCHY day. I fell asleep on the bus twice.

And thats us!

Hope you guys like those photos so next time you dont have to make a trip there to take photos. BECAUSE its REALLY WARM. Its the raining that made it worse.

So if you guys ever will to make a trip there, PLEASE wear long sleeves and bring an umbrella. Dont end up like us.... getting bites all over and getting caught in the rain. :( IT IS NOT FUN!

WORK TOMORROW. SWEET DREAMS!

2007-11-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

Ok. Before i start playing along with chen liling's chain quiz AGAIN[quiz removed].... lets see what i did for the past week.
Yea.. thats jiaqi. She's one daring girl! My junior. hahahahaha
She introduced me a job at a tigerbeer event show and we've got ourselves, with 5 other girls into a BIG situation. In the end, we did not work except for one.
Its a long story.... Oh... I had a short catch-up with jerlynn during second break today. I miss going out with her! Remember our date next week! AND she's one sweet girlfriend! ;)

WHAHAAHA. I got myself new eyelashes! Looks nice ya? hehehehe. Very natural too! I like it! Only $1.90. Super cheap can!!?@?!@?!@#%^

Went to my favorite WanTon Mee stall at Marsiling with him yesterday. I've got a situation at his house the other time and i still cant fight the phobia of going back despite assuring me lotsa times. Even his mom assured me but it still dint convince me.

SO, my boy told me his childhoood stories with his brother. I cant believe he'd have such a brother... sigh~ so i see the entire situation in another light.

Maybe because what he told me already caught half of my heart.

TATA!

2007-11-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

CLASHED

SHIT!
I'm in a dilemma now!!!!~~~

HOLLY MOLLY!
Why everything happen on the same day?

SEE. I agreed to work for Henry on Sun.
Then few days ago, Sharina offered me to work as usherette at Yishun Safra on Sunday as well.
Of course, i'll work for Sharina lar because the pay is higher, short hours and the job is easier, most importantly, you can get to dress nicer.
You see, if you had to wear something really awful, it'll definitely affect your mood to work right?
So dress code is important, at least to me.

NOW, the thing is how am i gonna tell Henry that i cant work on sunday.
Maybe just tell him i hasnt been feeling well.
Anyway, i am really "sick" of shooting bubbles for 2 consecutive sundays.

Around one week ago, RP bash babe contest contacted me to head down wheelock for a briefing coz i'm one of the successful candidate!
I agreed because there's cash prize and a whole new experience for me.
But, i forgot that i've promised my bf to go sungei buloh and krangi war memorial to take photos with him on a photography trip with 35 others.

This year RP bash is held at Zouk. I kinda wanna go because i missed the one at china black but on the other hand, i dont wanna miss my ever 1st photography trip with him as well.
Tough choice.
I discussed with him and he's so understanding and supportive. He asked me to go for the contest to build up my confidence and so true, i think i m not good enough for it so ultimately, i decided to wake up at 7am tomorrow for the photography trip instead. SIGH~
NOW, i must tell the organiser that i m backing out.
:(
How i wish i have a little more confidence....

I mean i AM confident of myself in other areas like running, swimming, talking, bullshitting, joking, drama-ing, crying, laughing or what but when it comes to this where its not about inner anymore, my outer will just wilters.

So many things to be done today... i came up with a list:
- tell henry i cant work
- tell rpbash organiser i m nt participating alr
- photocopy my ic, birthcert, testimonials, cert, awards...etc
- send the application form by nov 29th
- take passport photo
- contact *** regarding stuffs at my blogshop
- charge my digicam's batt
- bank in 100 bucks
- break gabriel's ang 'prison throw' high score on facebook
- prepare a set of formal wear for sunday's event
- remember to remind bf for his insect repellent
- buy BBQ ruffles( my all time fav potato chips)

ARUGHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!
I still cant believe i actually honoured my promise to the extent of waking up at 7am on a wonderful saturday.
I hope my bf really appreciate this.

And dont worry you people, i will post lotsa PROFESSIONALLY taken photographs at sungei and krangi war memorial to share with all.
YIPEE!

Have a nice weekend!

2007-11-21T14:14:00.000+08:00

Ok. Let me now announce that i have officially dropped all my french nails!
-.-"

This morning has been awesome.
Breakfast made my day.
And i was yakking all the way happily with my wonderful boyfriend to school until i saw this: (I did this illustrated picture of what i've seen at the pasar malam this morning- jurong east.)

I saw this newborn babyrat bitten by 2 adult birds. Its really cruel... though i detest rats but this scene affected me alot. The babyrat was struggling diligently but the birds spared no mercy. They kept biting it....

My exuberant mood immediately stops all its enthusiasm. Sympathy follows... It is just a newborn, barely mature enough to defense itself and right when it has been given a life, they gonna take it away bit by bit torturingly.

I used to think rats are damn disgusting but now i see how they lived and survive each day. I should respect all ugly animals.

On the other hand, i feel really happy that i'm not a rat.

2007-11-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

VICTORIA CONCERT/ PHOTOSHOOT.

Yesterday was my ever 1st photoshoot with an amateur photographer.

To be exact, it was my second time but 1st time doing an outdoor shoot.

My 1st time was donkey years ago when i took part in that stupid rp model competition thing. My really nice classmates nominated me and encouraged me alot to try and experience.

It was a HORRIBLE competition like i said because i was totally camera shy. ( What i mean is i m shy when people i dont know asked me to pose and take photos of me.)

I m just not cut out for that.

I cant imagine people like me who loves taking pictures of self would actually freak out in front of CAMERAS. Ironic, isit it?

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

ANYWAY, its damn tough!

Yesterday happened to be bloody hot.

Under the hot sun, you've to SMILE like its damn cooling.

I was almost dehydrated.

AND its damn paiseh when people passed by...maybe i m just not used to it.

BUT it totally paid off! BECAUSE i like the pictures!!!!!!

Its nice k!

Show yall tomorrow because the i can only get the pictures tomorrow. YAY!

And guess how much i m richer by now???? TWO HUNDRED!!!! WHAHAHAHAHAAA!

YIPEE!!!!!

Ok.

Then i went to Victoria Concert hall yesterday with Bf to watch his sister's performance.

There was a newly wed taking photos.

They were definitely some big figures because they actually booked the entire bridge for their wedding. GOSH~

That girl's damn lucky can!!!!

The bagpipes ladies. I like the sound of bagpipes!And guess who i saw at the Victoria Concert Hall?

Ling Lee and Vincent Ng.

I dint take pictures of them coz paiseh. Heard that Vincent's niece is from the same choir group as bf' sis.FuHua's primary.Changkat Primary.

Some of the photos i took which i love alot!

Trying to create those olden days look. The picture below( my assumptions) depicts a man holding a freshly-plucked barnacle showing it to his son or whatever. Well, i was sitting there, trying to get some photographic inspirations.

GOT A TEST LATER ON! SHITT!

2007-11-11T16:40:00.000+08:00

Finally yesterday was my last day!!!!!!

Lotsa chevrolet cars... The Alphine motor boss LOVES complaining. Yesterday was the toughest day of all. They made 2 of us go outside because we were always sticking together as a group. WHAHAHAHAHA!

SO there we were, at starbucks resting our legs. SHIOK! hehehehe...

Then i went toilet to do some business. While doing business, i saw a baby cockroach in front of me, i SCREAMED! TERROR GRIPPED MY BARE MIND, i just want that cockroach to get out of my sight!!!!

I was praying and praying that it will just go away.... I cant possibly run off now coz i m in the middle of erhem....

I swear i raised my legs damn high and i TOTALLY dont dare to step on it( though it crossed my mind).

It's just too gross!

The ONLY insect i'm bold enough to kill is an ANT.

SO...there i was, a helpless girl totally surrender to a baby cockroach.

Finally, the baby cockroach made some movements towards the other cubicle and i sighed a wave of relieve BUT TO MY HORROR, it made its way back towards me!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!!

Tired, i lower my legs casting shadows on it and it seemed to be really comfortable! NONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then i quickly raised even higher.

Finally, it moved away to the next cubicle and totally out of my sight. PHEW!

The next thing i know is i heard screams from the next cubicle.

WHAHAHAHA!

Its hell funny!

Cockroaches are women's enemy.

Then bf came to see me home... he bought me my FAVORITE ROYCE CHAMPAGNE CHOCOLATE! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so damn happy! I TOTALLY LOVE ROYCE' chocs!!!!!

***********************************************************************Decided to give my nails a makeover. I never like doing my nails coz i m plain lazy but today i had a desire for DIY french manicure!TADA!!!!!! My pretty nails.

I hope they are still in place after my shower coz i m sure it they do drop off, i m not gonna repaste it 'gain.

2007-11-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS=MORE WORK

Shooting bubbles for 2 straight days hurt my thumb :(
Worst thing's you gotta play along with those @!#$%^&* kids. They were absolutely that kinda kids that will sell their soul for bubbles.

I managed to take a picture of this while shooting 800 bubbles in 60seconds. I SWEAR i never seen so many bubbles in my life in just one minute. There are 2 fans attached giving it the turbo power to blow many bubbles at a time and its damn cheap. 10 bucks and you got it!
That kid in yellow was playing with bubbles for HOURS. I wonder why kids are always so dynamic?

Lucky, i had my mini M&M's to help me get through the days. Honestly, i prefer the minis than those normal sized m&ms. Somehow it tasted better. AND somehow i'd eat their blue m&ms( which i'd usually just throw them away).Then my boy came down to find me on sunday. After seeing his efforts in getting us back on track again, i forgave him.

Then the next day we went AJISEN. Ordered quite alot. I like their california rolls and fried dumplings!

Oh Hi, this is me. I LOVE this red beaded necklace on me but bf dont like it. :( We were like arguing for a few mins or so just because of this necklace. I SAID I look nicer WITH it and he argued that i look nicer WITHOUT it!

Then he took pics for me to see and compare. I dint feel like arguing so just took off my necklace let him happy. I m such a good gf.

OK. Then we watched the game plan. It's one of those movies you look forward to seeing and it doesn't disappoint.

I needa yell the S word again. SICKENING. Chevolet roadshow tomorrow, hopes everything goes well.

LASTLY, happy birthday to my idiotic brother. Look at the time now! He promised to be back by 10pm so we could cut the cake, its like so damn late now. SICKENING. Anyway, mom whipped up a yummilicious dinner for us today. It totally makes me happy! MY FAVORITE home cooked meal from her- the special home made gravy sauce with tender pork chop and crispy fries. Its so yummy that it really makes me DAMN happy!!!!!!! YAY! GOOD FOOD MAKES ME SMILE. My mom is the world most fantastic cook. I only love her cookings.

END.

2007-11-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

SICKENING.

1st day back to PLAYTHINGS = SUCKS.
I was the bubble girl again. :(
I hate shooting bubbles especially with those really @!#$%^^&* kids.
SIGH. LIFE SUCKS sometimes... BUT ITS GONNA PAY OFF IN BANGKOK WITH THE GIRLS. WOOOOO!!!

ARGH.I cant quite stand him these days.
Just dont feel like talking to him or seeing him.
ARGH. sickening.

2007-11-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

PINKY AND THE BRAIN

Ok.
I got very serious business to talk about today.
PEOPLE, i will be working for the chevolet roadshow from 7-11Nov, SO please dont date me out or dont organise any outings during this period because it will be dull without me. WHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
I m sickening but i know you like it. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
WHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHQAHAHADHSAFHAKS!

Serious.
OKOK, back to reality. Sorry, i m abit HIGH these days. Crazy till i scattered my brain everywhere. Be sure u check before u flush the toilet bowl, I might have left bits of my brain in there.
And if anyone of you found any parts of my brain please call 1800-123-4567. Thanks.
Anyway.... i think pinky stole it.
Because PINKY AND THE BRAIN, OH PINKY AND THE BRAIN( OK. i m lame. but i love that lame show.OKOK. i m really lame.)

Yea. i m miss scatterbrain.
I was queuing with Shandy for bubble tea in school today. We were chatting happily and when it was almost my turn, SUDDENLY i realised i dint bring MONEY! DAMN embarrassing~ SIGH... went back class, grabbed my wallet and re-queue again( COZ I HAVE THE URGE TO DRINK SOMETHING BUBBLY ).
DAMN.
I kept a present for shandy which was meant to be a surprise for her mom and i was supposed to bring it to school TODAY, she reminded me yesterday YET I had it clean FORGOTTEN.
REALLY ........................................................................ !#$%^&*&@
NO CHOICE, i went back home to take it during my second break. I INTENDED TO FINSH MY"Employee of the month" BUT i cant do it during my second break already.
SICKENING.

THEN WHAT?
Yesterday i bought 2 mentos for $1.70 from the bookshop. I gave the aunt $2.70 and she gave me a change of a dollar. I kept it inside my wallet(i presumed) then i asked the aunt, " Hmm... wheres my change?"
Bf pulled me away and tell me i have taken that dollar and its already in my wallet.
I dont believe and i tell the aunt i dint get any change from her. SHE INSISTED I TOOK ALREADY!!!!!! HOW RUDE!
Bf pulled me away again and said " You have already put that dollar inside your wallet." and hurried me to the exit.
I am still not convinced that i took that dollar.
I DINT WHAT! WHY is everybody saying that i took it. I NEVER!

DAMN! Is this really serious?
I dont know.
After leaving the bookshop, he said he wanna bring me to a shrink.
He said i've been behaving weirdly. EG: low tolerance to frustration and anyhow threw temper without any reasons, keep forgetting things... blah bah *GASPS* AM I HAVING MY MENOPAUSE NOW??????
SHIT SHIT!!!! HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK. I admit thats not very funny.

Well, i hope i am really fine. :X

NEXT. I wanna say that i AM NOT GOING TO FEATURE my bf again in my blog. ( i mean his pic) NOT ANYMORE.
Dont ask me why!
He annoyed me today and i almost screamed at him and ignore him forever.

Anyway, i m gonna break a promise real soon... :(
SORRY TO MY FYP TEAMMATES!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY!
I forgot that 7Nov is a wednesday and i have already agreed to work in the chevolet roadshow.
If you guys ever see this, PLEASE DONT SCREAM AT ME AND PLEASE HAVE LUNCH WITH ME AGAIN ON WEDS. I LOVE YOU GUYS.
Reallyy!

THATS ALL! BYE!

OH, WAIT!
I still think i DID NOT took that dollar.
Ok, you may go now. *wink*

2007-10-31T18:03:00.000+08:00

Let's See....

HEY people, i m back!

.. but STILL, VERY UNHAPPY.

Today i threw my frustrations at the IT helpdesk in-charge or whatever bigshit who seriously need a course for time management and maybe situations management.

He's a HIGHLY incompetence bigshit.

I bet i wont be loaning any laptops from the helpdesk anymore and i rated their services" VERY POOR" which indeed,was.

On a lighter note, Jerlynn and I made brownies on monday! YAY!!!

But i wouldnt said that it was a successful attempt. :(

People who tried it commented that it was as hard as a rock or too many marshmellows that looked disgusting, there were also people who thought it tasted good like me! HEHEHEHEHEHEE!

Well, i dint really ate more than 3 bites because ...... BECAUSE if you were the one baking with me, you wont dare to eat it too. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! We made a trial and error with the amount of ingredients to mix. WHAHAHAHAHA!!!! SMART RIGHT? AND it turned out.............. like...................damn sticky! You can forget about taking out ur fingers once you put it in.

The flour flew all over us and i think we totally messed up the kitchen. Jerlynn's ah gong was like telling us not to "gei kiang"( act smart/great/powerful). WHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!But somehow we managed to give the disgusting looking dough a VERY GOOD presentation. THANKS to our creativity. HEHEHEHELooks like melting snow over a hot fudge cake with mini cocoa :D

In the end, i still think WE ROCK! RIGHT RIGHT, jerlynn? hehehehehehe

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Finally we meet up after 4 days!

Oh.. and i sold 3 tops from my blogshop. WHAT A LUCKY WEEK!

Selling stuffs online is so much better than opening a flea market where the philipinos will just bargained till you gave in and ended up selling your clothes 3 for $5 OR MAYBE gave it to them for free( which i did quite some time ago.)

That was dumb but the weather's disappointing, its raining cats and dogs and all our stuffs are wet... well well, its history and shall not go into details.

NOW, i made a total of $461 from my blogshop since opened. WOOOOO~

BUT I guess i've spent it all. :(

Using his SLR 400D.....

Anyway, i'm working for "PLAYTHINGS" again for this weekend.

Nov i will be working for the chevolet roadshow or tutoring pri school kids and i've been sending my resume all over the world. HAHAHAAA! HOLY MOLLY i've not been working for more than 3 months. MY WORKING BUGS ARE BACK!

Only 2 more months for me to save up for a BIG shopping trip@ Bangkok with my polymates!

WOOHOOO~~~~ I cant wait!

I M SO HIGH NOW!

2007-10-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

STUPID BLOGGER

I HATE BLOGGER NOW SERIOUSLY.
LOOK AT ALL THE NASTY RED CROSS WITH BLANK WHITE SQUARES.
I HAVE TO RE-POST THE PICTURES NOW.
I HATE BLOGGER.
I HATE BLOGGER.
I HATE BLOGGER.
LOUSY HTML
LOUSY SERVICE.
I SHOULD REALLY MOVE TO WORDPRESS NOW.

I M NOT GONNA BLOG UNTIL I M FEELING BETTER AGAIN.

ON HIATUS!!!!
VERY UNHAPPY.

2007-10-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's

I was really blursy ( BLUR + CLUMSY) yesterday.
While looking for a suitable envelope at the bookshop, i dropped all the files and envelopes from the shelf and they flew all over the place. SO EMBARRASSING!
While boarding the bus, i dropped my coin -.-"
I lost my entire booklet of local stamps which i just bought recently. I just dont know where the hell i placed it. I just couldnt remember!
I forgot my password for the BBDC account and it cost about 10 dollars to reset a new password.
After trying thousand over permutations of possible passwords then i realised what a dumb dumb i was.
The password consists of a 6-digit number.
I keep thinking it was in alphabetical form coz i was using the alphabets on the number as my password AND TOTALLY forgotten that the password is in numerical form.
ALAS, i hit the 6-digit password right this time.
PHEW~
10 dollars saved.

My flu's getting worse. ( i wanted to post a picture of the amount of tissues i have sneezed away but apparently my blog has some really annoying errors, once i post pictures up, my entire right hand column's stuffs all GONE. DAMN!)
Perhaps the only thing i like about cough and flu is that they will turn my voice really sexy! hehehehehehehe...
I was talking to my bf yesterday and he commented that he likes my current voice now because when i m fine, i was really noisy.
How irritating!!!!

Onto my ancient addiction: PRISON BREAK.
I love wentworth miller but i think prison break should've just stop at season 1. Thus, after watching season 2 and abit of season 3, which has zero inclination to the title of the show, i gave up.
Wentworth still looks pretty hot in the prison uniform but i dont quite think he's hot enough for me to trudge through another season.
Anyway, i m happy with my wentworth wallpapers. =D I'm kidding. I dont have any.

Reallyy!

I'm in love. But i m frighten. I've never had to wait for my bf to finish serving the nation. This is my 1st time.. I am sure its gonna be really hard for us.

He held my hands,"... our hearts must be together k?"

2007-10-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

With the girls

Let me see what have i done for the past few days.
I sold a grey cardi to a girl on thurs and i made $13! YAY! Then i meet up with jas and Linghui. We had a really fun time together despite the suay-ness.

Supposed to go CCK's kbox for their ladies night but they were closed for renovation. SIAN.
Then travelled to AMK's kbox at the speed of 140km/h! I almost get killed can! ITS BLOODY FAST!
Reached AMK's kbox BUT no more rooms until 10pm. DOUBLE SIAN.
So, jas's friend drove us to ESSO, bought some drinks and chocolates to Sembawang beach!

The place where i always go when i am unhappy.
This is me! YAY! I m on a swing and i swung SUPER high can! I think i can join the swinging competition. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! THATS US!!!!! GREAT FRIENDS FOR LIFE and that liling cannot make it last min again! Where are u? PLS meet up soon coz i din see u for a very long time already! I think i forget hw u look like already. Friday, i went to visit my dad again. I m sooo glad he's getting better now. :) I think can discharge on tues. YAY! After that supposed to go pandan reservoir with bf but i was dead tired. I've not been having enough quality sleep these days and i almost sleep while standing in the train. So pathetic right?

Seeing that i m sooo tired, he said we shall skipped the reservoir date and headed home for rest.
The moment i finished bathing, i just fall flat on the bed and woke up 1pm the next day.

Down with a terrible flu again but dinner MUST EAT! Luyi dated me out to BLACK ANGUS for a yummilicious dinner!
The ambience is great! I really really love their soups. Its damn nice! Mine was baked potatoes soup with cheese and bacon, luyi ordered steak soup.

Then, our SALMON and GRILLED CHICKEN made us REALLY full and bloated.

Snap shots of everything i can see within our views plus a pretty luyi.
On our way home.... theres a couple opposite us quarrelling. IT WAS SO WEIRD... i never like guys to hold bags for their gfs, like so GAY lar.Lastly, ME! I m damn shit sick now.

Till then//

2007-10-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

ATONE FOR MY SINS

Behind all the smiles, I'm in a really foul mood recently.
I'm almost unhappy about everything, almost irritated by everything.
I dont know why but i just cannot be happy.
I'm sure there must be something that's provoking me.
There MUST be a culprit to all these. -extracted from previous entry
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HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW WHY ALREADY!!!!
Because i just got my P.E.R.I.O.D today~~~
BOOOO~~~~
Stupid thing.
No wonder i have been sooooooooooooo stubborn, soooooooooo want-everything-to-be-in-my-way, i should have know its the PMS.
DAMN!
REALLY SUCKS!
YOU KNOW YOU KNOW?! So frustrated that u might consider tearing your 50 dollar-note.
I said MIGHT.

ARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FYP today. Sickening. Must hand up the bloody report as well.
I was sooooo sick to do any other things after connecting the damn circuit so start shooting around. Look at hadi! HAHAHAHAHAHA poor teammates do report do till they looked so birdbrained. hahahahahaa!

The circuit that i connected! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But cannot work.:(

SHUT UP!!!!!! ITS NOT THAT I'M LOUSY. My supervisor double-checked it. I think its the resistors or whatever problems. definitely not ME! hehehe...

It was kinda unlucky for us because our back-up plan actually failed. :( The EKG sensor that brought us this far, gave us plently of good outputs, delivered us a well-deserved grade finally breathed its last. SIGH... thats the whole point - to start constructing our own circuit NOW.

You know this really scares the shits out of me. Because its NEVER easy to make a raw circuit like this WORKS. Somehow the resistors, OP AMP or amplifiers are just not reliable. Even a proper connection according to a proven-to-be-working-schematic might not work.

t is just so disappointing and disheartening. Its like seeing the efforts we put in to go down the smelly dirty drains along with some fish shits or what floating to nowhere.........

IT IS JUST SO SADDENING. I WANNA CRY NOW!MY very serious supervisor, but if he ever laughs, hurry run 1kilometres away from him COZ his laughter is THUNDER HUNTER LOUD! OMG.

ITS TOTALLY DEAFENING!*************************************************************************

Then realising what a bad gf i've been for the past few days. I decided to atone my sins by buying fish porridge and AN apple( which makes me look super dumb in the NTUC fairprice) and surprise him at his door. MY poor boyfriend's having a bad headache, keeps vomitting. Doc said he stress... i wonder isit due to me??????? BUT CANNOT BE WHAT.

I ruled out myself and start scaring him that he might be contracting this multiple sclerosis disease whereby the central nervous system is damaged and the body below chest will lose all feelings because the symptoms are similar- headaches and vomitting. I think i really freaked him out. WHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA! He went to see the doctor again...... i think to clarify, double check what i've told him. WHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!

Anyway, i did not surprised him at the door, its my dumb apple and fish porridge did. After leaving it outside his door, i RAN away. I dont know why but i just dont feel like seeing him. He called and i just hate him saying thank you and appreciative words because i m damn EGO too. I never do this in my whole life for a guy so i dont want him to think that i love him alot. HAHAHAHA

I know he really appreciate what i did alot coz he knows i WILL NEVER EVER DO THIS. I did another good thing which i m like really proud of myself. I think i've cleared my SINS. I GAVE UP my seat to a very OLD ah pek. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAWN. What a day.... TATA!

2007-10-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

MONDAY BLUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm serious.
Monday blues.
Monday sucks.
Monday's such a bore.... especially in medical tech lesson.

YAWN.

Lucky got those jokers in my team,leaving me the odd one out( the only girl.) and they bullied me.
It sucks.
They made me buy waffles from food haven and trust them to even asked me print receipt. SO LAME can.

We were like using abbreviations( and why is abbreviation SUCH a LONG word?) for the whole bloody day!
All my fault coz i started it. I was so lazy to call out their names so i just short-cut their names like, " EH M.H can u C.O here? or HMMM can u S.B this for me? Eh, Jun W.T.H is that? and they followed. Copy caters.

Thought it was kinda funny.
TAN JOOON( if u dont get the joke ,its ok. its merely coz i m more intelligent. ;D) made me his 1st enemy in this new class. How honourable esp after buying the waffles for him, should have add some laxatives in it make him shittt till his legs tremble. WHAHAHAHAA!

And they taught me this abb which was totally new to me. I was Freaking surprised to have found what its meaning was online.
"MILF"
Try searching this word on dictionary.com
You'll be shocked like me.
Or am i the really SLOW one here?

Anyway, its a miracle Shandy asked me for 2nd break telling me her eyes' finally looking better and should take this hard-to-come-by-chance to take pictures together.
I guess i've NEVER posted our pictures on my blog before, did i?
Ok. whatever but she's one of my BEST sisters can!!!!!
SHANDY!!!!
We know each other since like 8 years ago, which is primary 6?
And i ALWAYS admired her for her irresistable gentleness. Even when she's really mad, she still looks gentle. DAMNNIT! Why cant i just be like her?

Oh... and i forgot to mention that sunday was our date. It was a really GREAT day, coz i think i look great that day! WHAHAHAHAHA!
OMG. why m i always likethat?
I gotta kick this bad habit.

We watched "MR WOODCOCK" and omg, what a cock show lar!!
So lame and uninteresting.
BORING~~ DONT WATCH IT, I TELL YOU. DONT EVER!

We went bao jin tian for some dim sum coz i was kinda hungry and bugged him to bring me there.
Threw my tantrams when i couldnt find the place. :( SORRY. He still loves me nonetheless. After show was ard 7pm, rushed our way down to jurong east's boonlay raja restaurant and found out it was fully booked due to an impromptu wedding. Maybe not the wedding impromptu but it was to us. HEE!

So we changed location and his parents drove us to the other branch at boonlay.
WE HAD AN ABSOLUTE SCRUMPTIOUS DINNER!
They treated me to SHARK FIN's( MY HOLLY MOLLY FAVORITE!!!!!), sweet sour pork, deer meat which i hate and surprisingly tasted better than chicken, noodles, fried rice, egg dono what and thai chicken... WE WERE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FULL!

Whats the occasion?
Farewell dinner for his daddy? Leaving today for business again... poor Yang ping was holding back her tears.
She's such a sweetheart...
I wish i'd have a daughter like her in the future.

Then his daddy drove me home!
HOME SWEET HOME. I m a lucky girl because everybody always give in to me. I must change. I must!

Oh.. and thanks for all the concerns, my dad's fine now... visited him today and i seriously cant stand looking at the weakness or pain reflected on his face. His egotism's huge, perhaps we are all born in the family of GREAT egotism. He hates ppl to see him weak, see him vulnerable or see him in pain, he hates me to visit him.

But i know everyone's weak in their own ways, my dad's of no exception.

GET WELL SOON, DAD.

2007-10-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

YEA ITS FRIDAY!!!!

OMG! Its FINALLY friday!
School ended early today and JERLYNN dated me out! I M SOOOOO HAPPY!!!! Because we could chat almost everything under the sun!
She brought me to "COTTON ON" where her BFF's working there today. I can say everything there are amazingly a STEAL! I m not kidding. You should just go pay a visit and u will get what i mean.

Even if i'm not rich, i will definitely not leave this shop empty-handed.
So, that explained the blue top i bought and i forced jer to try it on as well and surprisingly, she looked GREAT!~ oops. i shouldnt use the word, "surprisingly". It sounds wrong but it just looks great on her, AND ON ME TOO!!!! OF COURSE!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!
You gotta just get used to my BHBness.
I m BHB inborn. :) A bad hair day for me today... maybe due to my bangs. I cut it myself. SHITTT!!!
ITCHY HANDS!!!!! I look like shitttt now. ARGHHH~

Then... we chilled at our "LAO DI FANG".
I've been there almost everytime i hanged out with jer and i still cannot rmber the cafe's name. Am i senile or what?

AND our all-time-fav-loyal-drink, "YUAN YANG"

Its a nice name just like its taste. I like it!

*******************************

I was telling her that i should REALLY take up consumer psychology for my elective because i m really weak at that. I never failed to get psycho by salesmen or whatever.

I just find it SO HARD to turn them down and ended up blaming myself for not able to be FIRMER. I am just so weak at that... :(

I was so TERRIFIED to be psycho-ed by the consultant today again that i gave my entire wallet to jerlynn and she was afraid i might need some money in case of any emergencies so she passed me a $2 note. SO KIND OF HER!

BUT i see that as a good thing because WITH just $2, they will not be able to psycho me! YAY!

THEN, suddenly i asked jerlynn..." eh.. what if they asked me to deposit my $2 first?"

I swear she laughed like she's suffering from mad cow disease or something similar.

HAHA. Another hopeless self-pic which you may wish to cover ur eyes, shut ur lids if you dont wanna see it.. its ok with me :)

FYP report date due on 23rd oct. I m so stressed now! Needa stayed back almost EVERYDAY.

I'm so looking forward to SUNDAY!!!!!!! OMG!!!! Finally i have a proper date with him.
I made him REALLY angry today. I m such a bad, naughty, spoilt brat that deserved to be caned. I cant stand myself too. really, but i just have to.

And my dad's going for an operation this coming monday... I m so nervous...
I REALLY prayed hard that everything will gonna be fine. :S
I' m so nervous...
I can literally feel his fear or the pain he will be going through.
Perhaps he's someone whom i love, i hate people i love to be going under a knife.
I hate the scar i needa see on his body or the weakness i needa see in his face.
I just hate it.

2007-10-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

PINK w80

HELLO TO MY PINK CAM!
SWEET RIGHT?
Cybershot w80.
A Sweet gift that makes me really happy! :)

The 1st PERFECT pic i took using this cam. hehe... *perfect is subjective.*
OK. I really like it alot because its very pretty and very powerful. This looks like the 399$ cybershot i wanted in the past but i think this is a much better version.

YAY! Dont have to wait so long for jas or whoever to pass me photos now. BEST of all, it helps me alot in my blogshop's business. :) ZZZZZZ BACK TO SLEEP NOW. I M SERIOUSLY A HOPELESS PIG.
Till then//

2007-10-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

LENGTHY POST
Oh gosh.. Seems like i've lotsa things to blog these days.

Hmm... well, let me start with my PP presentation on wednesday. WOOO~~~
It was a really memorable experience. WHAHAHAHAA!!!
I was like 20minutes earlier( ITS A MIRACLE!).
And when i walked passed the different booths, the number of butterflies in my stomach gradually increased. The road to reach my no. 32 booth seemed endless.....

Then it was my turn, for that moment i seriously felt like eating up the double sided adhesive type. SUPER ANNOYING! I had 4 posters, i need one tiny piece of DST(double-sided type) for every corners of the posters, which means, i needed tear 16 horrible pieces of them!!!!!!!!

WA LIAO!

However, the DST made quite a good tranquilizer. Because while tearing the types furiously, the portion of nervousness in me amazingly shrink. WHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!

AND I MUST SAY IT TURNS OUT PRETTY WELL.... I mean their comments were REALLY pleasing. "Showed good critical thinking skills, good analysis, confident, good presentation skills, eloquent.... " I'm totally flattered. UNTIL, my bf told me his comments were the same too.
This was when i seriously think that might be the template for those who passed their PP.
Irritating right? Imagine, you were SO happy, keep on thinking and dreaming repeatedly bout the flattering comments given to you but in fact, everybody HAS it too!
ARUGH... whatever~pass can already.

Then i rushed to check my webmails for any replies from dave lee. THAT REALLY (fill in the blank) faci.

OMG.

For 3 problems already, he still dont know how to open RJ. Made everyone in E44R struggling at night on msn thinking what was his bloody RJ qns and made us constantly check our mails for his replies so we could know his bloody RJ qns, do it then finally MAILED it to him.

HE is the most (fill in the blank) faci i EVER met.

1st lesson only gave me a BLOODY C. He told us our grades are mainly based on our RJ, practically means the more insightful you are, the better chances of getting his bloody A.
For the next 2 problems, i put in EXTRA EXTRA efforts in my RJ and finally it paid off, i got As from him then.

DONT feel that i was proud to say this out because his A is so bloody hard to get can?! It includes not going to the whole of 2nd break to talk to him entirely about the problem. He NEVER leaves the class even for a leak. He's ALWAYS there in class and keep on talkin to you about the problem and you have to show him ur understanding, not just any causal chats. SUPER stressful and pressurizing. Though A is important because this is our last sem, our last chance, everyone's working hard for it but for all energy channelled to just one pretty grade, i dont know if its worth the effort?

Now, tuesday's gonna be the day i dread most.

Maybe due to all these stress and irritabilities, i threw my ridiculous temper on him today.
He was so concerned that he dint sleep the whole night, i know he was really angry with me but nonetheless, still the morning call, still the initiative, still the gentleness.

I dont know why i always succumb to the unreasonable crankiness to pick a fight with him. My sisters were right, i m really lucky to have someone bearing all my nonsenses, giving in all the time.
If someone else were my bf for a day, it wont last a second.

I felt kinda apologetic for making him angry over nothing.
A tough, fierce, gangsterish person could make such a change, i wonder why cant i?

Often i felt kinda depressed being so stubborn to changes, many times i just feel like i cant make it and dont feel like wasting his time anymore.
But he'll always be there encouraging me, patient to see the results, lead as an example for me, clear all the mess i made...like a guardian angel( he said he is... now i see.)

I often think that if this relationship with him's not gonna work, i bet i will not meet anybody whos gonna last a lifetime with me.

Yea.. AND sometimes some things just cant be shared even between the best of friends.

Leaving all the heavy contents aside, tmr gonna pamper myself with some hair treatments. YAY!

BYE!

2007-10-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!! I FREAKING WON THIS!!!!!!
AM I LUCKY OR WHAT YOU TELL ME?
This is the CD i chose, my name went into a lucky dip and i get it now! WOOHOO~~Andrea's ten feet high is awesome( my blog's song). Followed by "SHAME ON YOU" and "STUPIDEST GIRL IN THE WORLD"

AM I REALLY PARANOID OR IS IT JUST INTUITION?

2007-10-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

PART T.W.O

We were lucky to be given seats with nice views. Happily indulged in the tiramisu sundae. Pitstop. ( i know that i mentioned in the previous entry we were given a free photo each but i just found out that jerlynn's friend actually bought them for us, not FREE one lar! hahahahahahaa!!!!! The shop only gave one for us to paste on the wall.) WHAHAHAAAAA!!!

I dont know but i feel that their service's really GOOD! We are going there on wednesday again! YIPEEEE!!!!! Wednesday's their ladies night. CANT WAIT!!!

Below is the photo that jerlynn's friend gave us. Look at the wall filled with photos. WOOO~~~ Esplanade. I dont know why, but my face's really not suitable for making funny faces. It just looks horribly weird and ugly. Some people turns out cute... like jerlynn's funny faces. This aunty audaciously walked by, leaving her huge sexy butt on the camera's screen.
HOW PERFECT!

We took quite a number of this similar pose. One of which was a real fall. WHAHAHAHAAA! Esp chyeyan got pushed by me. KINDA Spastic.
Ok. I know i looked really odd here but somehow i m used to it.. because i'm always the odd one in the photos with my girlfriends. Like one head taller lar... soooooo weird. I'M A FREAK! AT MACs... we popped by eski bar and it was freezing cold.. the thoughts of the provided clothings not wash regularly freaked us out.
BATMAN, SPIDERMAN! The green one i dont know. wHAHAHAH! Looks like a villain to me. All the children works sponsored by CROCS. Isit because nobody's buying crocs now thats y they are sponsoring their footwear? Quite nice.
I have seriously no comments for this. I just dont get it why Jerlynn had to do this. Maybe my butt's too attractive. WHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAA!!!!
Pirate+Parrot.
The happy girls and a happy day out!
YAY! I just printed my PP poster. F.I.N.A.L.L.Y! Anyway, my new class's quite interactive but everyone's still rather reserved.

AND my loverboy's back. He's such a sweetheart. HAHAHAa... so excited to give me my presents but school today without him's quite boring because most of my friends dont have lessons on monday. Lucky Jerlynn's kind enough to spare alittle time for some hot chocolate break. :)

NEXT, I wanna go for brazilian waxing and a hairdye soon. Gotta prepare my presentation materials and i pray hard that my pp presentation on wednesday'll be a successful one!!!

BYE!!!!

2007-09-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS PART O.N.E

This time we went pasta de waraku.
Hmm.... I still think the original Waraku tasted the best.
But just look at the wide variety of pasta and desserts. We are all spoilt for choices!Jerlynn and I ordered Salmon and toufu pasta and Chye yan- curry pork cutlets. The curry has a really strong aroma.... hmm nice~ but pasta: Mediocre.

While waiting for boonyen, we went to buy the mini donuts recommended by Jerlynn. It tasted REALLY nice. Its not the kinda normal donuts but alittle crispy and exciting. Filled with colors and flavors. Another spoilt for choices. :D
They came in a packet of 12pieces for 4 bucks. Good deal!

After dinner was pitstop.
DAMN!!! I really wanna kill Jerlynn for this.
Made me and Chyeyan walked damn far and clueless about getting there.
Finally when she found the place, IMMEDIATELY, she praised herself for being so clever.
OMG.A game of "Topple" and the loser had the honour to drink " MIXED ice ribena, honey,milo, carrots and cabbages juice." WOOOHOOO~!!!!!!!!
Needless to say, the CLEVEREST took it all.I really like the service at pitstop because all the waiters/ress were REALLY REALLY friendly and warm. They will initiate to teach us the games we chose and keep the games when we finished playing to save our time. BEST PART was at the end of the day, they will take a picture of us and gave each of us one of it and an extra to paste it onto their graffiti wall.
TOTALLY COOL MAN!!!! The pictures with Chye yan. Must wait monday then she'll pass me ALL our siao ding dong photos then i will post them up for a good laugh. heee!

OH. We played pop bellies too. I'm the winner of pop bellies. Its a really fun and cute game. Once the belly of a pig "POP", the color chips inside will reveal the number of steps we gonna move. I LOVE THIS GAME. We also played walk the dog, cluedo( very time-consuming, sorry guys, thought it'd be fun. ) and TABOO( my ALL-TIME-FAVORITE!!!).After 2 hours of gaming session, we headed down to esplanade! This was when the xiao ding tong photos were created. TOO BAD, its with chye yan. cant post them up now.

Then we walked along the esplanade exhibition way or whatever its called.
All the works were created and done by children aged 4-11. They were so extraordinary, so wonderful, so cute as to be barely believable!
I was extremely surprise by their creativity. Spiders!!!!
Make-ups box.
Somehow, my face was out of focus. Whatever~
2 crazy women enticed by pinkish fur.
Babies' business.
They wont even let the babies' milk bottles off.

Candies-chocolates box.
Barbie doll and jewels!
Chye Yan and I were so happy spotting a box full of gold bars, coins and treasures. WOOOO~~~~ Today, Jas, linghui and I went sentosa for a tan. I got sun-kissed in the end.

Preparing and trying out that huge pair of sunglasses. Its really huge... it keeps falling down whenever i dont smile.

I have to smile and use my cheekbones to support. Damn pathetic can! Gonna buy a smaller pair!The peaceful beach after a bunch of noisy guys left. Icy gulp and some snacks made tanning an enjoyable pasttime. Tell you! Its freaking hot there! Wa piang, I was sweating off the suntan lotion on me.An ugly mosquito's bite. Never post jas coz she dont like all the pictures. hehehehehe... its hard to take a good pic under the sorching sun because none of our eyes could open!

I almost went blind...

Oh, i forgot to mention that my left contact lens fell off again. damn.. FOR the whole day, i was looking at things in the most uncomfortable manner. It aggravates my motion sickness because i couldnt focus and my stomach felt queasy...

Then, waiting outside vivo for jas's friend to drive us back.

Reaching home quite uncomfortably..... *VOMITS*

SHITT~ boyfriend's coming back tomorrow. Hope he enjoyed himself over there and hope he miss me lots. HEHEHEEHEHEEE!!!!

2007-09-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

OMGOSHHHHH~!!!!!
New hundreds of crazy photos on my lappie now.
I wonder how long m i gonna post them up this time. SHITTTT~!

2007-09-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

BEDTIME STORY
Just felt like dropping an entry before shuffling myself in between my sheets.
This was what we were doing for our FYP. WHAAA WHAAA WHAAA!!!!
Recent addiction- Monopoly! Caught red-handed by JERLYNN. SHITTTTT!
I cant even be bothered by what she told me regarding our sat outing coz i was so bloody focus on my winnings. SORRY GIRL! hahahaha

Below is the evident of the monopoly PRO! Look at the deeds i have and the money! Andrew said $3300 is like $33 to me and my stack of $500 can go "sio kim zhua" ( burn hell notes coz too many) WHAHAHAHAHHAAA! This was not the end yet coz after i took this pic, i collected another $4000. Cant be any luckier. The picture did not captured the "utility title deed" i owned. Whatever it is, i WON! This is the most important thing lar. I had all 3 colors of the same and bought lotsa houses so each time they stepped on my land, its like thousands over for them. WHAHAHAHAHA! I feel so rich!
For once, FYP ROCKS!

RECENT RECENT addiction: facebook.
That bloody time-sucker but it was damn cool!
I flushed andrew down the toilet and he sold me for $5.
Andrew's one bloody irritating cuckoo.
So irritating that I swear i wished his cuckoo get striked by lightning some day.
I owned a dolphin pet named POLLY, my polly is so cuteee can.
And all the fights and dramas on facebook made me harder to leave my com.

I really just wanna cuddle up under my blanket and dissolve into my sheets.
Oh.. then I chanced upon this picture. All sorts of pills sticking on a strawberry icecream. I find it really interesting.
It showed direct interpretation of the women's mindset, which i named the picture "VANITY PILLS".

What i see in this picture is like Icecream.... fats related food consumed by this particular subgroup of people who unfortunately couldnt respond well in satisfying with themselves used pills to cover up.
They do all that they can to hide the every inch bite of fats.
Well, afterall, dont hold unrealistic expectations to what these pills can bring.
For happiness, one should work on the inside as well as on the outside.
After all, beauty is always more than just skin deep.

2007-09-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

Torn skirt :(

WOAH!!!!!
"TORN SKIRT", can see yall saliva dripping already.

WEREWOLVES.

WHAHAHAHAHA!
Lucky my skirt got this black lining beneath it so cant see anything. :)

Q) Why torn?

A) Unawaringly hooked onto something sharp and when i moved, it tears my skirt. ONE BIG HOLE!!!! SUPER embarrassing can! Lucky no one saw it coz its 2nd meeting already.
No choice went to the shop besides the bookshop or whatever( not S.U.I) and get a new shorts readily PAID by my dearest boyfriend.
The ladyboss seriously trying her luck to rip his money off after seeing how readily he paid for my shorts. And for your info, the shorts cost $22. Its kinda expensive for a simple looking shorts lar!
Kept praising how lucky i m to get myself a generous boyfriend blah blah......
Then asked him to buy this and that for me which are totally crap! I dont like fluffy stuffs hanging on my hp or those craps that she wanted him to buy.
YUCKS.
Cant you see i m so pathetic already?
Skirt with a big hole still wanna rip us! HMPF!
No sense of sympathy. :(

~~Btw, I m selling Nokia 6288 Black now. Interested parties can contact me directly.~~
~~Highest bid now is 210$. Hoping to sell at 250$.~~
Thanks for all who showed interest. It is SOLD! :)
And if anyone knows of any cheap micro SD card( preferably 1 or 2Gb) at less than $25, LET ME KNOW!!!!!!!
Highly appreciated!
I missed the promotion that our school selling today because i dont wanna collect it at bishan. They are selling it at 24$ which is bloody cheap can!

Ok. I need ZZZZ now.
BYE!!!!!

2007-09-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

SMRT CHALLENGE/ 1st day in school

Apparently, SOMEONE successfully stole my blogskin picture from google.
Apparently, SOMEONE was quite smart enough to type in, " suwen blogspot " at google and landed him/herself on this webpage.

WHEHEHEHEHEHEE!!!!! I thought i should just typed these down to freak this SOMEONE out!
I dont know whoever the person is but i was quite surprised to know that theres actually people going google to find my blog. WHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!

ANYWAY, SMRT Challenge yesterday.
Woke up at a freaking 6.30am. When ALL OF YOU, LAZY PIGS were sleeping like pigs, ME, dilligently woke up, getting ready for a challenge!!!!

Among the 90 teams under Students Category, we came in 16th.
Not so bad lar...could have been within top 10 because we got mislead by a clue, " Find the place where the steel dragons lie. Gazing at the biggest MICE. Seeing the hands on, minds on, hearts on youths. Besides my 'yard' is where old turns new."
We were quite confident that its at bishan because of these words,"steel dragons lie". We had a similar clue last year but it turned out to be at TANAH MERAH!!!! FAINTED!!!!!
However, this confidence accidentally landed us at the right station for the other clue that we have yet to decipher. WOOHOOOOO~!!! What a blessing in disguise!!

AND AND OUR TEAM MOST KIASEE!
Before the start of the race, its raining so guess what? We were the only team that wore PONCHO! WHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!! Somemore damn colorful. All the other teams stared at us damn hard, laughing. Like WHATEVER.
Its quite funny though.

Though we din win but coming in 16th's something wow to us. This year, our timings, decision makings and directions had improved. I m so HAPPY! YAY!
At least, i m sure we had lotsa fun yesterday! SMRT challenge's really addictive and i swear i will join again next year!
I love joining challenges with friends because it helps to forge bonds and served as a really strong source of motivation for exercising. Now, my thighs, arms, hips everywhere's aching. Poor me!!!!
Dont laugh! Because i bet you were still sleeping like a PIG! HMPf.
YOU GUYS are pigs. Oink oink oink.
Sorry. I m just jealous because i woke up at 6.30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Six thirty! LIU DIAN BAN!!!!!!
I cant believe that. My mom asked me," This competition sure win one ar?"
Me," No lar..."
Mom," Orh.... i thought sure win one coz u woke up so early."
Me, ..........................

OK. Introducing my wonderful teammates. I m an irresponsible leader because one of my teammate had to replace me for the prebriefing at 8am some time back. :( if 8pm i sure volunteer! Chye yan and booyen. Jerlynn and me! I look very ugly but i still wanna post because without pictures, the entry looks very boring.

After the challenge, we were given goodie bags and a big bag of prawn crackers! Then i thought maybe just tell my mom i won that big bag of prawn crackers as consolation price at least not so malu...
Well well, 1st day of school makes me yawn ten thousand times. Medical Technology today. BORING LIKE HELL CAN!!!!
Then my boy said he feels that i seemed to be feeling very awkward with him today.
Every little things i feel, somehow he's able to feel them too.
Yea... i feel like we were kinda like strangers. Every time i'd feel this way when i din see him for some time. Sigh... I know he hates me to see him like a stranger because we are not supposed to be strangers. Ok, i shall look into his eyes very very very closely when we talk next time. HEHEHEHEHHEHEe...

Sometimes, i m quite a retard. Pardon me.
Notpretty lar. Just put to make the post looks abit interesting.
THEN???? What you think? You think everyday my life so interesting to talk about meh?

YAWNZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I go ZzzzZZZZ already!!!!!

BYEBYE!

(suddenly i see the power of an exclamation mark)

Eg: So boring today. ( without "!")

So boring today!!!!!!!!! ( with "!")

More power right?????

I shall use it often from now on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehehehehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

Sept 14.

Though the plan failed but he still dare to eat my chocolate truffles. *thumbs up* I dont even dare to eat my own truffles. CRY OUT LOUD.

I was given the priviledge to choose what i wanna watch today so i chose THE HOME SONG STORIES. I've been wanting to watch it ever since i saw its preview. The moment the picture of this woman was shown- Joan Chen, i knew i have to watch it. I love her shows. I love her maturity, the way she involves in a show. Everyone should watch her actings at least once, well to me, she seems like the best actress i ever seen.

Anyway, i always feel that stories from within are always heartfelt and sincere, and that’s what this movie brings across - the feeling that it’s from deep down.
I know these sort of movies are not my bf kinds but i appreciate that he respect my choice and dint give any critism.
This show is FOR matured and sensitive people( WHAHAHAHA ME ME!!!!) because seriously, i dont think those immature and insensitive people could really empathized with this story.
Theres a part of this movie that just made my tears came dripping down..the feelings were so immensely strong that i seriously cannot control my tears and my bf said i m so silly to cry.
Its so powerful, even when i think of it now, i would feel a grip at my heart..
Somehow i was able to empathsize with their loss.
Only that part.

LALALALALAA.
Then dinner time!!!!
We went ichiban boshi at PS.
SIGH!!!! No pictures because i know he dont like me to take pictures in a restaurant.
We ordered alot! I had the black pepper chicken chawamushi set( the chicken not really appetizing, i finished them coz i m hungry!), crispy lobster salad sushi, salmon and tuna sashimi, tokage( dont know the exact spelling)lemon fried chicken ( this is nice!) and supposedly a plate of saba too but they forgotten about this dish so we cancelled it.
After everything, the bill came up to be VERY expensive. Thanks to my intelligence and alertness again, i spotted something weird on the printed receipt. They charged us 5 C plates when we only ordered 1. WOW. 5 times leh!!!! Try to con this girl here must wait at least 2 centuries.
WHAHAHAHAHA... but again, my bf seriously sucks at this. He ALWAYS let things off easily. Like for example if the cashier charged us a few dollars more, he'd just, " AHH... forget it lar.."
He wouldnt wanna ask for it back. SIGH.... seriously, this is NO GOOD.
Like for today, even the bill came up to be really unexpectedly expensive, he should have knew it but dont even bothered to check.
So this is when the gf came into the picture. :D :D :D :D

I think without me, he bankrupt already.

YAY!!!! THEN we headed dwn to far east and i bumped into a few of my friends whom we RARELY talk. YaWei with her bf, desmond, norman's friend and a girl whom i acquainted during one of the starhub roadshows( forgotten her name!).
Well well... then to my gelato belgium chocolate icecream treat!!!! Its damn yummy can! I LOVE IT!

After a wholesome day, i came home and saw my FOX tee arrived!! YIPEE!
Its a pretty top. a simple pretty top that i like!

One more day to SMRT challenge! WISH ME, JER, CY AND BY GOOD LUCK!!!!

We are taking part in the students category and this time we aim to win!!!

And 2 more days to sch reopens. :(

Boring~~~

2007-09-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

SENTIMENTAL LOSS

I M SO SO SO UPSET AND DISAPPOINTED NOW. :(

I had a wonderful plan in mind for tomorrow but its all ruined now.
I wanted to make chocolates and chocolate oreo truffles to surprise him at his door with all these tomorrow BUT the chocolates failed me.............. :(
I wasted so many ingredients, messed up my kitchen with bits and pieces of chocolates everywhere, standing besides the REALLY hot pot stirring the chocolates till i m all covered with sweatdrops, scoldings from my mom that i messed up her kitchen and welcomed ALOT ALOT of ants just to melt some chocolates for the truffles and mould them into heart shapes.

I've been making them since yesterday.
The thought of surprising him and the thought of his smiles were all over my mind. I couldnt sleep for 2 nights coz i m so excited and eager to show him!!!!
Yesterday the chocolates were fine and i've made a few really nice ones but TODAY i added too much chocolates to the melting ( short cut ) and they were all overcooked and couldnt melt at all!
I M JUST SO SAD. SO USELESS. Melt chocolates also dont know. *SIGH*
There goes my plan.

The happiness and eagerness in me vanished as i let out a heavy sigh.

Another matter that contributed to my insomnia.
SUDDENLY,
I REALLY REALLY MISS MY.............
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SONY ERICSSON W550I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really really really really miss him alot............
This was the phone i most cherished. This was the phone with the most dearest sentimental values to me.
Its been with me for more than a year, been through thick and thin with me and yet i betrayed our bond and friendship for a mere $180( coz outside the most only able to fetch $150).
I wondered how he has been..? I wondered if his new owner treats him as good as i do?
I wondered if he misses me too?

I am a very sentimental person and i feel deeply attached to every things i owned.
In a case where i loses my comb, i would ransacked the entire flat for it and when i finally end the search in a futile attempt, no one can understand how unwilling i m to get a new one..
I really dont like to change something out of a sudden.
Its like, suddenly, it's GONE even though it's just a comb but its been with me for so long and i just dont want it to be replaced.
You wont know how much a loss to me could affect me. Its the connection, the unnwillingness to let go and the readiness to a new acceptance.
On the contrary, maybe its not sentimental, maybe its just not use to the sudden disappearance of something you always need.

I know i had the disability to handle my own losses because every loss is a pain.
Things you lost, you lost its sentimental values.
Time you lost, you lost chances.
People you lost, you lost love, care, concern, companionship and beautiful memories.

I hope everyone can take care of their things well and dont ever lose it accidentally.

2007-09-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

BLOGSHOP'S JOY.

Hey!
These days i m damn busy with my blogshop.
The one that almost every girls owned. Girls just simply love to buy things on impulse and ended up a cupboard full of unused and unwanted stuffs. *Sigh*
I just sold my w550i recently and bought a miss selfridge top at a steal! YAY!
This was my 1st time purchasing something online. My desires often disappeared whenever i thought of the many dishonest dealers.
However, my 1st time was a pleasant one!!! I paid on weds and the top arrived on thurs and its so pretty!!!!!
I just cant deny how online stuffs are so much cheaper! BUT DONT WORRY!!!!!
I m not addicted to online shopping and i will never be. :)

I m just so excited!!!! I hope the girls are really interested in my stuffs and quickly clear them all for me! So far, the responses are quite good. :) BUT its really troublesome to check your mails and ur blogshop everyday. Its a chore.... well, $$'s always not easy to make.

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I m glad you dont know about this blog.
So i can say I HATE YOU!.

2007-09-09T15:56:00.000+08:00

FLU EDITED with pictures
Hey guys,
I've gotten the flu bug again.
:(
Dont know why the flu bug so attracted to me, always like to make me sick.

Oh...Friday i went cycling at EAST COAST PARK! WHAHAHAHAA! Its been a thousand years since i last rode a bicycle. Anyway, its really FUN except that my butt's bones were aching like mad.
I WANT TO CYCLE HIGH SPEED AGAIN!!!!!
NO photos again. Regret not taking pictures of me with hair flying around like madwoman.

After cycling, we watched "ENEMY AT THE GATES" WOAH!!!!!! ITS A POWERFUL SHOW!
DAMN NICE! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!!! Its a true brilliant sniper war movie.
Even people like me hates war and snipers ( so boyish) also love this show!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enemy at the gates depicted the history of the russia ( battle of the Stalingrad).
MOST IMPORTANTLY, the lead male actor( Vasily Zaytsev, the war hero in 1942 russia vs germany war) in that movie is super super duper handsome!!!!!! WOOOO~~!!!

Jude Law and Rachel Weisz from the enemy at the gates. SO GUESS WHAT?
I was really curious how the real vasilli looks like so went wikipedia and there his picture!
Not handsome one! CHEY~ abit fat. WHAHAHAHAHAHA! So bad.. Lastly, Happy Birthday to Shandy!!!!!! poor girl, sick on her birthday...

2007-09-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

WHAT A 'CLOSED' DAY!

Dont know its my url or what but today super unlucky for me.
However, my unluckiness usually paid off at the end of the day. whahahaha!

Last night was a wide-awake night for me. Tossed and turned for hours and hours still cant sleep. I just dont know why. :(
Maybe i m excited 'bout going to school, i missed the school's fish soup delights mee sua and their crispy chocolate banana waffles.

SO, i went to school early in the morning for FYP! Awaiting for the hopeful lunchbreak. YAY! Then, me and my teammates walked to Food Haven happily but the moment we entered the foodcourt, the waffles store's closed!!!!!!!!! CLOSED!!!!
NO CHOCOLATE BANANA WAFFLE TODAY!
DAMN!!!!

BUT NEVERMIND, thoughts of the fish soup delights mee sua filled my brain and i was so excited!!!!!
*Happily walking towards FSD*
*STUNNED!!!!*
THEY WERE CLOSED TOO~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN!

Sian... been thinking of having it since last night, have to change my lunch meal to chilli sotong hotplate. DAMNIT!!!!
Abit no mood already.... but connetto triple chocolate icecream came to my mind!!!
After my disgusting sotong meal( coz the sotong's tenacles waliao damn disgusting!!! I only eat the ring-like parts.), my teammates seeing me so upset and disappointed agreed to acc me to our school bookshop to buy connetto.
BUT TO MY HORROR!!!!!
The icecream fridge is closed!!!!! There were absolutely no icecream!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTH!!!!
Immediately, i asked the aunt, " why today no icecream???"
She said, " today no icecream."
What a stupid answer! But i know i m not asking an intelligent question too but i desperately want an icecream!

Nevermind, I thought to myself. Maybe chocolate oreocheesecake oso not bad.
Changed my target to cafe galilee in the library.
Before i climbed that frightful flight of stairs, i enquired the librarian about the opening of cafe galilee.
This is what she told me, "CAFE GALILEE CLOSED DURING HOLIDAYS. YOU MAY WISH TO COME BACK WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS."
I feel like kicking her, seriously.
When school reopens, i no more cravings liao.

EVERYTHING JUST GO AGAINST ME TODAY!
Everything i want to have, all closed!
Not the best part yet.

Usually i dont bring my own laptop to school on weds so i loan from school.
Today FYP ends ard 3 plus so i went to return my loaned laptop.

GUESS WHAT EVERYBODY???

YEA. U ARE FREAKING RIGHT.
ITS CLOSED.
WHAT THE........................
I loaned their laptops like a kazillion times, none of the times they were closed at this hour, purposely today sia.
I suspect myself under a curse.

Thanks to my intelligence, i found them at the IT helpdesk.
I asked the person in charge to help me return and he was shocked and he asked me this, " WOW. YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND US AR?"
-.-

Sigh... so boring. Here closed There closed. B.O.R.I.N.G~

Ran some errands at CWP and met up with linghui and jas for dinner at J8.
I tell you. Purposely one.
Purposely the bishan Sakae Sushi Closed for Dinner buffet.
No choice, adjust my cravings abit and craved for pizzahut!

When i peeped into pizzahut from the other side, NO CUSTOMERS because they are closed too!
NO LAR they are not. JUST KIDDING ONLY. HAHAHAHAHA!
IF pizzahut oso close, i will run myself to a wall.
So dinner at pizzahut. Was hungry like mad already so order a pizza and upsize to large one.
Add another drink and soup combo.
TATA!
FULL and satisfied. Yall should try J8 pizzahut. They breadcrust just nice. So aromatic and crispy unlike those they tasted like soggy bread. This is just nice and totally to our likings. :D
After meal, we asked for bill and to our amazement, they billed us much cheaper than we calculated. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!~!!!!!
They dint add the cost of our upsize to large pizza. LUCKY LUCKY!
This is when my luck took a major turn but jasmine was really mean.
She said if i was not there, maybe they wont even charge us the addition of drink and soup.
SO MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Actually come to think of it, if i was not there, of course they wont even charge them the addition of the soup and drink combo lar coz they dont even have to add the combo what. The set $24.90 is for 2people one ma. -.-
But her words were really funny. We laughed like crazies.

And lastly, lucky my FYP grade not so jialat too. Our jiapalang( anyhow) team can anyhow get our project on the right track and get such a grade all thanks to our FYP supervisor, IRWAN KASSIM, he really helped us alot. :) Some of us got a B+ too. He said FYP very hard to get B+ and A one.

Ok lar and lastly, the "LUCKY GIRL" and the "MEANIE" WHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Linghui not inside.

I wished to meet up with luyi liling and shandy soon. :)
And i will be away from home for another 3 days. TAKE CARE GUYS!!!! TATA~

2007-09-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

RECENT WATCHED MOVIES. edited

I forgot to add the simpsons movie into the list. WHAHAHAHA! Its a funny show but somehow the antics were kinda short-lived. Okie. I know Harry Potter's not that recent but still in the month of Aug.
I dont really like its ending and storyline but wow for its effects and graphics.
RUSH HOUR 3. Dont be nitpicking like some others because for me i simply love this movie!
Hilarious to the core!

RATATOUILLE. OK only, not hilarious at all and it bored my bf to deep sleep. -.-

DEAD SILENCE. Scare the shits outta me because i have a really weak spot for scary-looking dolls. Gotta catch this movie if you like dolls!

881. I feel that this only particular character makes the entire show COOL and FUNNY.

"Ling-Aunt" Her hokkien is super profound and fluent but i dont like their exaggerated and unrealistic effects.

Next will be Hairspray( because i m a great fan of High School Musical) and No reservations, lastly perhaps i'd consider Evan Almightly if i'm really bored and nothing to do( because it seems to be quite a stupid show.)

My dad's going for an operation soon, i really pray hard everything goes smoothly and may he get well REALLY soon. :(

When age's catching up, health's the only disappointment. Its inevitable.

So when people said youth is the most priceless and precious asset, they are right.

You know you cant actually prevent much to save your health because everything we eat is harmful. You can only pray hard that there will be a cure for everything soon.

I miss my boy already.. Haven see him for days. :(

2007-09-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

Another entry 'bout my life.

I've been away from home for 3 long days. :(
Dont ask me where have i been because where else will i be?

We watched Robin Hood till 2 in the morning and woke up at 2pm the next day.
Cooked some soft boil eggs( YUMMY! He sure knows how to cook :) ) and porridge before heading down to catch the "DEAD SILENT" at 4.50pm.

GOSH.. dead silent is plain disgusting can? I dont wanna write 'bout the story here coz i will get REAL paranoid and starts thinking wild.
Its just mainly 'bout a ventriloquist Mary Shaw and dolls of her own.
The story evolves ard her unrest soul who seeks revenge.
Theres a poem about her,
" Beware the stare of mary shaw
For she has no child, only dolls,
And if you see her in your dreams,
Never ever scream...."

Coz if you do, she will rip off your tongue.
FREAKING scary can?!
OMG.

Ok.. on a lighter note, i'm glad we managed to get back on track again and it feels so much pleasant now because he's the one who do all the works, take all the initiatives this time. :)
I dont know but i really hope such things wont happen again.
I hope we never ever fight again.
I really hope everything can be solved amicably.
I praying hard nothing goes wrong again. :(

The next morning, his mum brought us together with his sister to Crystal Jade for brunch.
Damn!!! The shanghai noodles with shredded meat and mushrooms are great, xiao long baos and many many more i want to eat!!!!!
BUT i just cant. :(
Because i cannot be so greedy...
Its not i m acting demure or falsing good impressions for his mom or what.. but i feel one should be "auto" abit because afterall i m just an outsider though i know they never treat me like one and especially him, he really did alot to make me feel like one of them.
And its because of their kindness and care for me, all the more i feel the need to restrain myself from getting more of these unbinding good favors. As an "auto" person, i must relieve their obligations.
Its me. The problem is me.
That is why he did alot to axe out my barriers with his family.

I just cannot help everything to myself or to be at ease everytime his parents paid for our trips, food and everything that includes non-monetary deals like involving me in their family activities.... going overseas and such.
Sometimes you know you just have to turn their kindness down.
I dont know if this is the right way to do...

Thats the reason why i dont really like to go over his place. I dont feel at ease.
But he's training me. :)
I hope i can overcome this psychological barrier soon...
Well, i guess, time is all i need to bring this away from me. :)

So after the delicious but not at-ease-brunch, i've gotta go home..:( 3 long days... i missed my room already and the smell of my pillows! hehehehehe....
HERE I AM Bouncing on my girly bed with my sentimental pillows HAPPILY~!!!
YIPEE!!!!

I AM A HAPPY GIRL!!!

2007-08-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

WORST INTERVIEW!!!!

What a dumb interview!
If you heard of lukoil asia pacific before, you BETTER be well prepared even for a brief interview for a TEMP job.
Lukoil is one of the world’s leading vertically integrated oil & gas companies so you can imagine how bloody rich this company is.

I went there for an interview which i thought gonna be easy peasy simple pimple but it turns out to be too fast too furious!

WOAH!!!!!!!!

Ok. i forgot to mention i m asking for the position of an event hostress for their company dont knw what seminar held annually at swiss hotel.

DAMN! If i'd know earlier, i swear i wont go for this!
I mean i've the experience. I have been an event hostress for 2 companies namely, Ritz Carlton and Credit Suisse and the people attending the seminar and anniversary are of managerial positions, its fun and slack but it never came to me that there are so much to be required of an event hostress.

SHE- (the interviewer) points to our nails, " Please get them manicure"
Points to my fringe," Please get it bun up"
Points to my spects," Are you gonna wear this there?"
ME," CAN I?"
SHE," Please wear contact lens."
WTH.
She then points to me and another girl's face, " PLEASE PUT LOTSA MAKE UP. I dont want my girls to look pale and i made them touch up every time. Any probs with heavy make ups?"
Me and that girl exchanged glances. STUNNED.
Beauty pageant ar? Not interview for air stewardess leh
SIAO.

I HATE MANICURES AND ITS THE LAST THING I'D SPEND MY MONEY ON.
everyone knows how bloody rough i m, i can paste stickers all over my nails and had them nicely paint, 30 mins later outta my bath, ALL GONE. You cant even spot any shadows of the stickers on the bathroom floor.
I am not exaggerating things but its a fact i hate to do my nails. Even if i do, i swear i will leave the way it is even the colors are fading badly. I am a hardcore lazy bum. Talking about bum, reminds me of bun!

Ask me to bun my hair is still QUITE ok but asking me to wear contact lens like a bloody challenge to me. You know i hardly wear contact lenses coz they are plain troublesome and spects looks better on me. :D hehe.
And WHAT? She made the girls touch up everytime with their already HEAVY make ups on. WOAH. crazy leh..
If i really work there, not easy peasy already is greasy and not simple is lotsa pimples!!!!!!

These are all besides the point.
Its not about being well-groomed and looking pretty, YOU need to be really initiative and articulate as well. If you are shy, OUT!
Stressed. Stressed.
Stress-est interview ever.
So i keep talking lor...feels like saying what just hamtam batam. She seemed to be quite ok with us, i mean if she really dont have the intention to engage us both, she would have shorten the interview session much less taking photos of us!
Ask me to pose and take a picture of me. I almost stressed to death but try to keep calm and keep smiling and smiling... :(

I am glad its over. :) And i will be perfectly fine if she decided to not choose me because i know compared to the stewardess applying for this position, i couldnt hold a candle to them. They are professionally trained, professionally service-oriented, ME? Just another anyhow anything whatever anywhere yet-to-graduate girl.

After the stressful interview, i met up with my girls again for a short shopping spree and dinner!
They always make me feel at ease, relax and happy! Thanks again!
I bought a white cardigan at a steal- $17!!!! and i love it so much! The other shops selling at $24! CANT YOU SEE I M JUST SO HAPPY!!!!!!!
Its the exact kind of cardigan i've been looking for. I only like this design. Nothing else. I had a brown one and this white one certainly just what i'm looking for! YAY!!!!!!!!

OH... also another 3 pairs to my collections!
Its quite a mess, i know. BUT trust me, i've been trying really hard to keep them all organised but whenever i m in a rush, i just dont have the time to arrange them so pretty again.

I rmbered saying i have a fetish for earrings. You dont always see me with other accessories but earring is a must for me and i especially like those cute circle studs kind. Simple. And a couple of them hand-made by Jerlynn! its not exactly clear here to see the number of pairs i've but its really alot because this does not includes another box of earrings i've. :) Earrings freak. I know.
However, the other box of earrings are those i dont wear often so i might be discarding them all soon.
If you think i m the only weirdo here, you are wrong. The 1st person i think of having lotsa earrings besides me will be JAIME TOI! She has 90 over pairs! GOSH~
But its just never enough for us. :)

Another thing i've been hooking up on lately is the 3D logic posed to me by my bf to test my IQ.
Currently, i have reached level 17... i know i can do much further but i cannot afford the time to be glueing infront of my com just to play this puzzle. I will continue it soon once i have the time to. Meanwhile, if you are bored, you may try testing your IQ too. :) HERE is the link to it. http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/315702

Sudoku has been my bedtime's activity and i influenced my mom too. WHAHAHAHAA!
I LOVE PUZZLES NOW!!!!!!
GIVE ME ALL!!!!

I AM A PUZZLE SIAO!
*shot a stupid smile with a stupid twist*
YAY!

2007-08-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

LOTS OF PHOTOS.

OMG.

Yall better appreciate this post. It took me a lifetime to post all these pictures up. At St james Dragonfly.

SECONDARY 2 CLIQUE! suwen, linghui, liping and michelle. look at linghui, totally blushing!

Sweet linghui and liping.

Clarke Quay

Improper environment for photo taking.

Pardon the unglam background. :(

WAKARU!

CHALET ( this time we took really lesser photos due to other activities involved and people that went missing. )

Before going to chomp chomp, we were playing monopoly and i was ranked THIRD. First luyi, 2nd linghui and the lastly poor jasmine, whahahahahahahaha! Then everyone got so hungry while waiting for jas'friend to drive us there that we almost fell asleep and no mood for photos taking.

When he finally called, all turned energtic and ready to munch up the entire chomp chomp! YAY!

The earliest 3 arrived at downtown with the immediate camwhoring session! Luyi and liling, where are you?

Sweet sweet friends, nice nice life. Whats more can i ask for?

YIPEE! YAY!

Is this counted as a candid shot? whahahaha! so lame.

Back from Chomp chomp. Wine + chocolates session with the girls. OF COURSE, wine was out for me due to irritating allergy. :( LILING!!! WHY only got one photo with u inside? SEE LAR? reached so late. WHAHAHAHAHAHAA!

OH YEA, i love their chocolate beancurb and all the food there. Simply delicious!~

I love chocolates! THEY MAKE ME REALLY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR!

YAY!!!!! Finally get this post done. Go eat and bathe soon.

Hmmm... gotta thanks God for the life i'm having right now. Though not perfect but really fortunate for every little things that happened.

Every girls love surprises especially from the right person at the right time with the right stuffs.

After our fight, i really need him to make it up, give me surprises or sweet intiatives badly. Though i never ask these from him but he must know i need to have it to feel all better again.

I thought things wont be the same anymore... but THINGS always turn out to be something we never expect it to be if not we will all be expecting the unexpected.

There, im really thankful for the gift.

Gifts that you dont have to ask for yet wished dearly, unspoken, deep from the heart are surprisingly the most precious ones.

NEXT! I m thankful to be blessed with a stunning brain! HAHAHAHAHAHA SO BHB! But my classmates were playing this mystery prime suspects game for days and nights to crack the last stage which involved lotsa thinking.

They were stucked at the last stage so one of them came to my hse all the way from tampines just to wait for me to complete the game and solved the stage for her. I m really lucky i did it if not she'll be making a wasted trip. PHEW~

The stage involved a 8pointed star with a point adjacent to 2 each. There were 7 jewels altogether and you have to slide every one of them in it but the jewel will only slide adjacent to the point you put them in. Its VERY hard to explain how this works but i tried for 20 over minutes before i discover the method and I M SUPER DUPER HAPPY! WA LIAO!Firstly, its not easy to even singled out every suspects much less i'd expect myself to crack the last. WALIAO!!!!!!!!! I feel like being a detective now. I can feel the light shining now and me holding the trophy proudly in hand- MASTER DETECTIVE!!!

If you happen to be also playing this game and unable to solve, CALL ME!!!!! WHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!

MASTER DECTECTIVE.

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2007-08-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

Disappears

That same fate happened to us again last night and i ended up sleeping at 5am.
The fight gets me nostalgic forlorn wistful. You name it.
Most of all, it gets you wondering all over again. Not that the heartbreak matters anymore. Not like you're questioning all over again, why promises were broken. I mean you question, but you already know the answer. I think it's the disappointment people can't get over. Cos they pin so much hope on another they thought was worth it. I guess not.

I was in my bed till 6pm the next day. Ya, i m a hell incredible sleeper, when things upset me, all i want is sleep and nothing else matters.
Sleep therapy works best for me.
So, with a good amount of rest, here i am awake entertained with thoughts of everything about us.

Somehow somewhat, it feels different this time.
I couldnt find the right word but.... it feels kinda expressively strong,
that i cant seem to rely on my lifebuoy anymore.
It feels that i need to be really independent soon.
Suddenly, everything about passion just disappears.

2007-08-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

HIVES

The conspiracy of love is truly vicious.

Yesterday, boyfriend's labview skills managed to help my FYP team to get the waveforms from the EKG sensor to be shown on laptop through DAQ. Hehehehe.. happy!

I just dont understand why my faci loves to come back so much during the holiday. He could have spend more time with his family... why must want us to come back at least 3 days per week? WHY?? WHY?????????????????????????????
28/29: FYP
5/6/7: FYP
12/13/14: FYP
16: SMRT CHALLENGE
SEE! Wa liao... how to enjoy sia?

I wanted to shout "HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!" here but i m too jealous to do it.

Shucks. My back damn itchy. My rashes still not gone yet. sigh..... i read a few articles 'bout allergy to alcohol and it stated that allergic to alcohol are uncommon cases. DAMN.
Gotta skip the liquor sessions with the girls at chalet tmr. :(
Just one tequilla pop is strong enough to trigger hives. I feel so much better now lar... compared to 2 days ago. WA Liao. All my blood vessels dilated like no bloody businesses and itched like mad. SUPER ITCHY SIA and i guess i left a few scars on my back already. :(

ARGH!

Alcohol = Irritation weighs heavier than pleasure.

NO MORE FOR ME.

I was wondering am i actually allergic to alcohol itself or the contents of it like sulphur dioxide or yeast? But cannot be what. Gaseous drinks usually contains SO2 and bread has yeast, nothing of such sort happened on me. MUST be alcohol itself.

WHY I SO SWAY ONE?

Shouldnt have named my url this. ARGHHH.... sway all the way liao. die die..

Anyway... microsoft office 2007 has really nice effects for pictures. I played around with it a few moments ago. TATA.

and i warmed it! *excited*COOL RIGHT? ok. i know i m damn slow coz i lazy to download it in school. Anyway just to help my dear brother advertise his business webbie www.petzproject.com in case any of u have any pets and need some accessories and stuffs, theres a promotion currently going on. ENJOY!

2007-08-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

TIRED Zzz {edited} Meet up with the girls again on sunday. Mic has been bugging us to go clubbing with her before her membership at velvet expires. We took this chance to also bring liping along since she's a virgin to clubs. WHAHAHA. poor girl.

Went WAKARU jap restaurant for early dinner. FOOD NICE and PRICE O.K. Serving: BIG. I had their salmon roe creamy udon. Its really tasty but somehow no appetite. :( Linghui ordered the Kaminabe set which sounds like KNNB. SO WRONG!

Anw, should give WAKARU a try if you ever pass by CENTRAL at Clarke Quay. As usual.... The rest of the photos with michelle. Gotta wait till that girl returns from KL.

After dinner, we went Velvet dragon but wasnt open on sunday. SUPER SIAN. Being a member there still dont know they operating days. ARUGH!!!!

Make us go all the way there for nothing!!! ARUGH... wasnt feeling really euphoric that day already...

Choiceless, since sunday's ladies night at St James power station, DRAGONFLY, so we headed there.

It was my 1st time there and guess would be my last.

Not that the environment was bad, infact, it was really pleasant and decent. It dont seem like a club, rather a pub. The bands were great too! NO SMOKING ALLOWED. YAY! Had tequilla pop( HEY GIRLS, now i know why the waiter put the pad on the glass already!) and vodka orange.

NEXT day broke out in rashes again. DAMN. i m seriously allergic to alcohol but yet i wanna had some. :(

You know i wasnt allow to enter clubs ever since i had a bf. It doesnt matter to me since i m not a clubbing person... Well, i dint tell him 'bout this but he soon found out.. :(

He's really forgiving and i shouldnt take this chance for granted again.

Last friday after school meet up with jas, liling and ling to discuss 'bout chalet matters.

NEBO again. BUT THIS TIME IT SUCKS.

SEE! Ordered wrongly. Who'd wanna eat a stone-hard bun with a diamond- hard hotdog?

Kinda waste money so we put on our creativity hats and gave the hotdog bun a new makeover! With some nachos and chocolate syrup, chilli and cheese. ALL DONE. A whole new setmeal. We were practically returning the entire hotdog set to the waiter. *shakes head in distress*

I m really tired. Abit sian of blogging already but i had to blog because i need another 41 bucks to cash out all the ads i ran for nuffnang.

I'm looking forward to this coming friday! Chalet with my girls! MORE PHOTOS and MORE FUN!

Today is the most indescribable day in my whole life.

I skipped today's lesson and today's test just because i dont know how to face him. I know its stupid but somehow i still do that.

As i was covering myself with self-denial, self-reproaches in the deepest sorrowful tears, the man of my life actually appeared in front of me when i was sleeping.

I thought it was all gone because of what i have done in a moment of folly.

But i saw him right in front of me 8 in the morning when i m still asleep like pig on bed.

And I saw him really upset.

I dont know what else to say.

I know i shouldnt have but i know he never left my heart.

Sigh...

Theres so much for an explanation to my doings.

I just love him alot...

I know he loves me just as much too..

Lets just hope the rest of our days will be better. :)

2007-08-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

The M word
Secrets come with a big price to pay.

Misery.

2007-08-06T21:04:00.001+08:00

NEW URL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!